Food. Is it a blessing or a curse? I think for the most part, people love to eat, they hate the uncomforting feeling of hunger. I couldn't agree more. But my problem is weighing the choices.
In this exact moment at 14:09 i have eaten 1 thing today.
It was a chip i found on the couch from last night. Yes, it was my chip.
A source of energy is liquids as well i suppose.. So i've had a few sips of warm coke as well.
I admit, i've been hungrier. On a scale of 1 - 10.. 10 being starving.. I would say at the moment, i'm a... 9.
So back to weighing choices. Right now i have 2 paths:
1. Eat! You stupid feck.
2. Keep writing this blog and carry on with my day as if nothing is wrong until I am hitting fever temperatures and blacking out.. Then eat!
Well.. Inevitably i'm going to eat. So i could either get it out of the way now or get it out of the way later.
This is where the lazy factor comes into the situation. I don't have any food right now that i feel like eating. Going grocery shopping isn't going to change that. If someone cooked something and offered me food. I would greatfully accept, but to take the time out of my day to cook something is usually out of the question.
Food is a waste of time from doing something i *want* to be doing. Whether it's writing a blog, playing video games or doing other odds and ends.
Sometimes i don't eat because i haven't fed myself in so long that i don't have the energy to get up and cook something.
So why am I so skinny? I used to think that it was because I have a high metabolism. Which i still agree with partially.. My dad was thin, and so was his dad. I believe i am this thin because of my eating habits. No, i'm not anorexic. I eat. Occasionally i enjoy it.
This is not a cry for help in any way shape or form. It's just what's on my mind right now. Maybe my over-analysis will make me realize how foolish i am. But until the epiphany kicks in, i'm just going to keep sipping my coke and suck on a smoke.
Take care.
8 comments:
Arwen: "Hmn. Nachos, perogies, frosted flakes, pot stickers- ah feck it. Too many choices." Wanders off to listen to music or throw things at pedestrians.
Thanks for the advice guys. I like all of those things, especially loud music!
Trev - that is the most beautiful song i've ever heard. It's amusing that i live by it.. lol
Haley - I hope we don't disappoint you.. i'm alittle worried about that.. i think we are being built up too much.. maybe..
You might have to tell me what pot stickers are... it sounds like drug paraphernalia to me...
Leeam, i can see that we are gonna have to eat out more often, what with the MAD CASH that i'm makin from fat donalds (heh heh, i'm such a comedian) because THIS IS UNACCEPTABLE! You bean-pole!
Pot stickers are little pork dumpling-like things you stick in the oven. Drug paraphenalia? Hahaha. The only drug I'm on is an excess of endorphins. O-naturallll.
Eating is a waste of time, and it's addicting. My advice, it to live. If you start passing out, then eat, otherwise, carry on.
Don't get sucked into the habit that is feeding my insides and making me chubby. Although, if my chubs were money, I'd be richer.
Graham! You rock! There's nothing left to say..
Except that i enjoy the dirty comments of our dear noblestabbings...
blogs are fun...man i need a neat lookin picture so people will know its me before they even read my name
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